Thoughts about my pending future continue to tug at me, a constant realization there are decisions which have to be made soon. Allah willing, I will complete my degree by the end of the year. I have been inspired by someone to take the path of becoming a volunteer worker. I don’t know how this will materialize, but its something which I believe would be of benefit to humanity, pleasing to the Creator and something from which I will derive great self-satisfaction.
I did a bit of research via Unisa to find out what I can study that would aid me in choosing this path. One particular course appeals to me greatly. Its called ‘Community Capacity Building’ and can be completed in a year. This is the link for the full information regarding the certificate that can be obtained: http://www.unisa.ac.za/Default.asp?Cmd=ViewContent&ContentID=3292
I went to ask my father for advice and asked what he thought of my decision. My parents always provide me with invaluable advice and this time was no different. I was told that it would be better to establish myself first and do something from which I will receive an income. There is logic behind this, as we need an income to survive. Although it is not imperative that I have to find employment, its something that I want to do. In a way it will teach me how to be more independent, as well as provide me with experience of being in the working world. I will not give up on my idea of doing volunteer work. I know that there are many other avenues, in which I can be of assistance. Even though its not something that I will be able to be involved with constantly, I will make an effort to dedicate a certain portion of my life towards it, Inshallah.
For now, I need to concentrate on doing well in my studies. I also want to try and develop my writing skills and need to work on two articles which are due soon. I feel much more at ease, after discussing this with my father as well as writing about it☺
Just a quick thought:
It is easy to say that we should not let it bother us when people say hurtful things. The truth however, is that the way people treat us has a major impact on the way we feel. Unless someone is very strong when it comes to blocking out people’s comments, ‘unkind words’ are something that affects us all.
March 22, 2008 by T

